Is this real?

Is this real? I have spent more than half my life thinking, dreaming, visualizing, what is now materializing. So, many years of failures, getting knocked down, getting back up, listening to all the devil's advocates, all the you cant's, the you're crazies, the dream is too big, you’re too intense, too passionate, all the people plain and simply trying to cut every step forward down in some shape way or form. I mean it was never enough to stop me. Slow me down, ohhh for sure, doubt myself, and everything I ever thought. Ohhh yeah I allowed many to have that power over me. Especially the ones I loved. All having the ability to strip me of my confidence, faith, and vision. All the things that those people in my life lacked in themselves. Mix in the inability to set boundaries it was cauldron of disaster and failure, but all in the same a beautiful web of life lessons that made me who I am today.

I suppose this is the long winded answer of yes, it is entirely fucking real. I haven’t passed the finish line here in the physical but it’s already done. Does everyone need to know what the fuck I mean right now, no, only the ones who know, and see. The rest don’t matter nor do they pertain to my path, my journey, nor do I to theirs. That is perfectly okay.

I suppose the whole point and moral to today’s blog, is 50 state motorcycle ride, crazy giant dream, it’s here and it’s happening. All books read from all the life path gurus, laying out all the blue prints for your dreams to manifest. It’s all true, not in the ways that you think, but in ways that some of you will realize you read all those books 5 years ago, not realizing that you were already doing everything in those books 15 years before, so much that you had less then 10 hours all together in actual motorcycle riding time, yet you start the bike, and you ride, and it feels more familiar than your partner you’ve laid next to for 15 years, that your muscle memory is already there, the only thing you are building besides your record of experience for everyone else’s comfortability and societal norms is your own confidence, because you haven’t done it in the physical realm. That’s it. Your confidence, because it is so right there, so let’s fucking go, so I fucking got this, like I have never fucking had something.